Your first name of Shaan creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. The result is intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. You are easily offended, and can suffer with moods of depression. Without support and approval from others, you find it difficult to make important decisions. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. You can find it difficult to express your deeper thoughts and feelings verbally. The mysteries of life intrigue you, and you enjoy reading, especially about mystery, science fiction, or possibly the occult. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.
