Your first name of Sahasra has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. You are positive in your opinions, and slow and deliberate in your expression. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. It is easier for you to concentrate on, and enjoy, your activities when they are combined with creativity and self-expression. You thrive on encouragement and appreciation from others, and kindness goes a long way in bringing out your naturally cheerful disposition. On occasion, you tend to be very fussy and particular over incidentals and, at other times, too scattering and inconsistent. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. This disparity creates frustration within you as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you desire. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.