Your first name of Kayan contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. Kind but shy, you appear calm but suffer inwardly from nervous tension that saps your strength. Although mentally quick and intuitive in recognizing the thoughts and feelings of others, you experience a lack of fluency in verbal expression in responding. You would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. You desire harmony and refinement in your environment and in all your personal associations. You must guard against intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. You talk about them, but procrastination usually interferes with accomplishment. Because you are very sensitive, you feel the need of support and approval from others. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues.
