Since you are not overly conversational and tend to be matter of fact and candid in your speech, you wish many times that you could be spontaneous, expressive, and happy-go-lucky. You take life seriously and can be easily and deeply hurt. As a result, you could be accused of being unfriendly. Because of your reserved nature and self-consciousness, you find it easier to express your thoughts through writing than verbally. Your methodical nature requires that you like to finish what you start without interruptions and also to have everything in its place and properly organized. You need to have an idea developed step by step because it is not easy for you to follow a line of thought when steps are left out. You take life seriously and can be easily and deeply hurt and go into moods which can be quite extreme at times, causing much turmoil and unhappiness. An ability to concentrate could take you into computer programming or accountancy or any work requiring concentration and attention to detail. One of your greatest salvations is being out in nature, for it is there that you find the peace and serenity you so much desire. You desire so much to be understood, but your name has limited your verbal expression to such an extent that it is very difficult for you to divulge your innermost thoughts even to those closest to you.