If told that you must do something, you tend to resist, but when your sense of co-operation is appealed to, you then respond in a positive way. However, you find it difficult to reciprocate, as your expression tends to be matter-of-fact in responding to others. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. It is easier for you to concentrate on, and enjoy, activities when they are combined with creativity and self-expression. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered life, but it is difficult to follow through with your plans. Giving yourself something to look forward to provides the incentive to work your way through monotonous tasks. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.
