As Soba you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. Your secretive nature can make others feel insecure and undervalued, and lead to turmoil in close friendships. Restricted expression can bottle up your feelings, making you inflexible and stubborn with a tendency to force your ideas on others. This name makes you reserved, sensitive, and craving love and understanding. Often, it is only as you express yourself in writing that others have a glimpse of your genuine feelings and how you truly think. You have an awareness of your difficulty in establishing harmony in relationships and in showing affection and appreciation for those you value. Your tendency to be honest and to the point in your opinions can lead to hurt feelings, misunderstandings, and possible resentments. Unfortunately, it also causes a restriction in your expression. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts.
